"This music is a Blessing to me and I'm glad to share it with you.
In two weeks it will be two years since my dearly Beloved Karl died. I thought the agony of grief would be behind me by now but . . . . . WRONG. He's always close to the surface of my thoughts but most days I am at peace. Maybe the coming anniversary of his death is bringing on the waves of horrible grief anew but I thought that I would be stronger now. Someone said to me a while back "Nora, take time to enjoy your sadness". What does that mean? I have fought it for so long. Can it be true that this grief for Karl, after all, is just "prolonged self pity".
